22-07-03

Fun!

What's there about life that's fair??? I think that maybe it wold be better not to see him after Norway, he may stay home for that five days and after Ruben went to Spain, I can see him again. He doesn't need to phone me either. There goes my sick mind again. I know, but I don't care - or I don't care I care. He knew I would say that, it's his parents's fault, and when he goes to Spain, I'll say the same, if he doesn't want that, he should break with me or he should stay. But he'll go anyway, so he has to deal with the consequences. Don't say I'm bad, because I know it and I even want to die as a punishment. Hello world, this is the real me, that suicidal bipolar girl. That girl who's life has been totally screwed up, before she was been botn, and due to that she has been depressed ever since. I should just kill myself and not only talk about it. But I gave my best pills away (or she took them, whatever) to a friend, who even didn't suceed in killing herself. Out of sympathy... How stupid, I only care for my own death, not for someone elses.
PS: I got my period!

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Selfish? You know that I always give my honest opinion, if I agree or not with you doesn't change that.

This time I think you are being selfish a bit. You know that, when you start a relationship with a 16yrs old, his parents can (and probably) will tell him what to do sometimes. So when you're saying that you don't want to see him, you should consider that fact that he might be really longing to see you and take in mind that in a relationship everyone has to take but most of all everyone has to give.

You both had to give because his parents told him to go with them on hollidays (something I personally don't see as a bad thing, i believe it's not 'healthy' to be together litterally ALL the time in a relationship, dit geheel terzijde) but now you are demanding him to give even more....

see what I mean?

Gepost door: Robbedoeske | 22-07-03

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Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woollen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with string,
These are a few of my favorite things.

Cream coloured ponies and crisp apple strudel,
Door bells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings,
These are a few of my favorite things.

Girls in white dresses and blue satin sashes,
Snow-flakes that stay on my nose and eye-lashes,
Silver white win-ters that melt into spring,
These are a few of my favorite things,

When the dog bites,
When the bee stings,
When I'm feeling sad,
I simply remember my favorite things,
And then I don't feel, so bad.

Gepost door: Robbedoeske | 22-07-03

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