22-06-03

Ooh let me have it, let me grab your soul away.

Ruben cried tonight, so sweet.  It's because of an ex of me, my first true love.  But that's as far as it goes, he's an ex among my other exes.  I don't love him, I almost never think of him, that's true!  He's only my most beautiful memory of an ex, a memory but nothing more.  Ruben means so much more to me than Bart ever did.  I have never felt this madly in love before, like I do now with Ruben.  I realize that when Ruben stays with me, he'll never have a second time a true love, but if our love keeps stilling eachother's hunger, we will never need another true love.  Ruben is the sweetest boy I know, the most emotional and beautiful one in every way.  The first one that isn't only sexually attracted to me.  The first one who really loves me for who I am and for who I'm not, and the first one who sticks to my take me as I am sentence.  I love him, truly, madly, deeply.  He is the one and only for me, I'm so lucky to have him as my lover.  Though, he is unfortunately in love with me too, and he deserves better than I am.

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Hi *you* A few and simple words just to let you know that your story has caught my eye/ear and sollicitated my heart and soul more than any other since long, Didi. Especially, you're telling your love story in very special words.

I just noticed that your previous web location has changed (the one as aphrodidi) and was wondering if something happened to you ? I like it quite a lot and was quite surprised when I couldn't get back to it.

Write me, if you like the idea. For sure, I'll be visiting your blog some more in the future.

;-)

Gepost door: aSchwarzie aka Mister H | 22-06-03

Ooh let me have it, let me grab your soul away. Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you


Yesterday evening was truly special for me... It's not that I'm jealous, it's not that I feel less, it's that I'm afraid not to be able to mean enough to you... There's so much I want to be, so much I want to give, but I'm only able to give what I can give, not what I would like to give...
Love U Didi ******************

Gepost door: rub | 22-06-03

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